Diary Postscript: The Choice of Life

Well, I linked my dream last night with… an anime I watched, Fractale, instead, since the dream doesn’t sound like a premonition of school day…

I’m travelling. On a LRT. All alone. No, I’m not alone. As I was sitting on one side, there are people sitting across the train. They are my friends, they are my acquaintances. A meaning that I’m not going along well with them. Even JK, he would rather stay with those other friends. (Sry JK, just describing my dream, didn’t even mention that you’re sitting with a bunch of gals. Oops?) As we moved along, I noticed the renovating wrapping on the interior of the train. Outside, is a scene of an incomplete track! I was flustered, I was worried, but nothing was shown on my face. The train went fast, the train went shaky. Breaking through renovation straps (eh… those they use on barricades?), we’re all staging closer to the edge of death. Suddenly, we reached the end. I flew off. Cement was falling off the track with the train. A boom and a crash: It was over. I was alive, and others were nowhere to be seen in the carnage.

Not that I’m lucky, nor I was in the LRT with Jay Chou in Green Hornet. But it reminds me how important is life, and it all starts and ends with being alone. In any part of our life we have to choose: To choose how to continue, even if it means being alone. The last episode of Fractale also made me realise that. Would you rather live alone safely, or rather risk yourself in a fruitful lifestyle never to be forgotten? I mean, any other way is good, but isn’t the world deciding what you desire and should be? Why not make a decision for yourself?

[P.S.: I suddenly felt philosophical. And if I wrote some nonsense halfway, forgive me. I’m kinda putting in more effort to explain that normal dream, and also kinda bored since tomorrow I’m gonna be involved in a Guitar competition…]